rome still isn't built...

i have little to say. even my boss noted today that i am quiet. i guess i am just trying to figure out what is best to say, and when is best to say it. i think i am a little down that the big changes i want to make are taking a while to get started...thus frustration from this little perfectionist. also i just think i'm in a funk. wishing i could make more friends up here and missing my siblings and my mom. my boss noted i was quiet and i told her why and she laughed and then she told the assistant director that i was down, because rome wasn't built yet. it's true, my perfectionism and impatience borders upon ridiculous.