she says "i know, i know it's only in my head."

sleeping and lonliness have never mixed well for me (similar effect as bre & cough medicine). i tend to have dreams that end up making me overanalyze everything all day too. sleepy and sad today. what do you know it's 11:11. wish. wish i could stop acting like someone else and start being myself again.

therefore i must digress. i've decided for something a little lighter than my cryptic coded ramblings. my top 5 relationships...ok, so they were never mine...but i loved them so.



dylan and brenda...are you losing your religion? a super couple MUST have a song and when dylan and brenda broke up REM sang and it broke our collective 90210-loving hearts...


alex and ellen...and if you are a real 80's baby you are singing their song in your head...

nate and brenda, six feet under...i simply plugged my ears when they had nate almost cheat on brenda before he died...and i still think their intense dysfunction was one of the best things about one of my fave shows. thank goodness the writers made his last words to her via dream "i love you so much, i always will."

sorry for the cheese but Danny Santos and Michelle Bauer Santos...from (embarassing but true) my soap opera...Guiding Light...they are long since off the show, but at least I can still catch old episodes of them on You Tube.

sun & jin from LOST...I will never forgive Damon Lindelhoff if Jin is dead. never.


couples you will never see make my list Carrie and Big, Ross & Rachel, McDreamy and Meredith or any characters from the OC...

couples that almost made the list...House & Stacey, claire and billy: six feet under...

oops,i guess lauren ambrose wasn't in that picture...oooooh well.